At the risk of sounding psycho, there is a dark force that keeps us from surrendering to that which is good for the soul. SUMMER CHURCH CAMP for example. So many people excuse themselves from pinching pennies and marking calendars in order for their children to attend camp. I still regret that my husband and I did not make time for family camp!  I regret saving my pennies for other less important things. There is also this frame of mind that creeps in and tells us that summer