I was going through some of my writing and came across this rough draft, and video. It speaks loudly of where I once was, searching for self, longing to belong. I know now that drowning in a feeling will never be as good as living in the truth. Thank you Jesus – I choose you!
Who Needs Love?
If I let myself I can feel it again, power disguised as love.
I can see it well, everywhere that I turn, everyone’s trading up.
Cause it’s better than waiting around, it’s better assuming control.
It’s better, so much better to drown in a feeling, than to know.
If you let yourself, you’ll believe anything, lies disguised as truth.
Can’t you see it now, your heart’s underneath, the weight of a thousand moons.
Cause it’s better than waiting around, it’s better assuming control
It’s better, so much better to drown in a feeling, than to know.
Cause you were told, but what’s the fun in that?
When you get old, maybe then you’ll settle down,
but until then – you’ll take the feelings.
Yeah until then – who needs love?
©Cindy Palin, music and lyrics, all rights reserved